You know - it's really odd, and it happens far too often. A person says they will do something.
And then they don't.
The last post I made that actually really said anything other than post a retarded picture said that I was 'inspired'. I was. Honest. I don't remember how it felt, but I really was.
It's not that I have the attention span of a hyperactive beagle. It's that after work I have about 3 hours to myself before I have to go to bed. My schedule feels so strict sometimes, but if I do not follow it I sleep in because I stayed up too late. During the hours after work I am usually trying to find something to eat and do something other than stare at a computer screen.
That usually fails. I am really good at not doing what I actually want.
I'm considering taking the site down and letting the domain expire, because I can't commit any time to doing anything interesting with it, and I am a firm believer that if you own a domain, you should do something interesting with it. Otherwise it is a waste of disk space and bandwidth. A former co-worker used his skills to make a video blog about him and his cohort traveling the fricking world, and I am spending all my time playing Warhammer online or streaming netflix movies.
Posted in I am a retard, Life
March 30th, 2009 @ 7:28 am